I Don’t Want To Date You… Just Yet

Originally posted on He loved us first.:
To that one person out there… I don’t want to date you if we are just driven with hormones and chemicals inside our bodies; instead I want to go out with you when both of us are sure that we are not controlled by just our emotions. We…

2015

i finally had time to sit down tonight and think about this whole entire year, the good, the bad and the ugly. this year, oh boy, was a hell of a rollercoaster through life. it is not the best year i have had, but i guess, i can consider this in my top 3. i … More 2015

strong

i tell myself i can, yet i under perform i tell myself i’ve got this, it never shows i thought i was strong enough to get through this, i thought wrong i don’t want this, nor do i want this. i took hit after hit, blow after blow, i never expected anything in return. but … More strong

risk

i can say that i am a risk taker, in terms of doing things and experiencing and exploring wise. but, not emotionally. i wouldn’t risk my friendship, as much as it hurts, a little. i wouldn’t risk it, i cherish it a little more than i should. truth is that, i don’t have many friends, … More risk

brain vomit

I realise that the more i grow up and know about things, the more scary the country is. Back in 2011, never once have i ever followed politics or anything, ever. This year, it has just been popping up everywhere and any where. I am not even eligible to vote. However, i really feel that … More brain vomit

water colour

it has been too long since i last wrote something here. truthfully, it is not that i have been lazy, but that i have found another outlet to pen my life on. and that has been another account on instagram that has been on my phone. and throughout this period of time, i realized, that … More water colour